INTRODUCTION
Hi (:
I ♥ clubbing, shopping, and sleeping.

I'm someone who doesn't take the first step to say 'Hi' to others.
I don't take initiative; which is why I'm kinda anti-social, and emo-looking, which I'm obviously not.
I'm quiet in nature, and am also kinda stiff too. I don't talk much, unless I'm super close to you or you're special to me.
I’m not hyperactive in nature, but I will, at the correct time. I've poker face most of the time.
I’m boring when you first know me, because of my ‘introvert-at-first-impression' personality,
but as time passes by, you know I’m not.
My dream is to be a fashion designer, but I know I'm not able to be one.
One of my other dream is to be a pilot too, and I'm really gonna work for this one.

Sunday, 16 May 2010

Got it from Mariko's tumblr


i almost cried when i watched this video. it’s not the first time i heard this song, but hearing it being sung by the then 16 year old Charice, singing it to her mother who raised her up, it really touched me. ‘cos if you truly knew their story. About how her abusive father left the family, and she had to start singing at the age of 7 just so the family could afford to put food on the table, how they struggled through all that.

she’s 18! MY age. and yet her voice is as powerful as powerhouses like Mariah Carey and Celine Dion! she makes me SO envious i swear.

I didn’t even know she was the one who sang “Pyramid”, the song that’s been playing over the radio. It’s already on the top 100 on itunes mind you!
Quotes from The Notebook.
So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.
I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but in one respect I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough.
She had come back into his life like a sudden flame; blazing and streaming into his heart. Noah stayed up all night contemplating the certain agony he knew would be his if he were to lose her twice.
Southern summers are indifferent to the trials of young love. Armed with warnings and doubts, Noah and Allie gave a remarkably convincing portrayal of a boy and a girl traveling down a very long road with no regard for the consequences.

And the epicest quote of all in the movie:

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.

Saturday, 15 May 2010

"i used to love you so, so much. even as i watched you change, i tried to convince myself that i still loved you. but you're not. you're way far from where you've come from. you no longer Just Dance. and with each change, i started falling a little out of love with you..."
— ~ BingYing

“But more often than not, the most healing thing that we can do with someone who is in pain, rather than trying to get rid of that pain, is to sit there and be willing to share it. We have to learn to hear and to bear other people’s pain. That is all part of becoming more conscious.”


— ~ M. Scott Peck, Further Along the Road Less Traveled
This is pathetic how people from (J)JC can't enjoy life, and mug for days and nights.
It's saddening to see my friend from CJC enjoying their life in Phuture, Rebel, Zirca and Powerhouse; while none of my friends in JJC actually go to those places.
They kinda find that people who went there = inhumane (LOL?), gangsterified place (eh, it's time to open your god-damn eyes to see the world), perverts (you should go to geylang/bugis to see the real kind of perverts), et cetera..

Holy shit.
“In some ways you’re pretty lucky. You opened your heart, you put yourself out there; you were ready to make that leap. I’m envious; I wish I knew what that felt like - to find someone who makes you wanna swim across the east river in January.”


— ~ Ugly Betty

REMINISCE THE TIMES.

I miss my secondary school life. ):
All the fun we had, and all the craps we do.

The fights we had, detention (and running away to buy food), suspension (because of lame reasons), pranks (esp with bry), the laughters, the teasing, the taking of numbers from girls because of losing an open number game (-.-), sabo each other, do nearly a thousand squarts to get back all the stuff in my wallet, the fear of getting caught when we bring cigg to sch, having arena fighting in the nearby carpark, running away from spot checks, skipping doing homeworks, late for school on purpose to eat at the nearby foodcourt, run away from school because we're sick of sch on that day, playing block catching during PE lessons in school (with the school building though), the canning we had in sch, the time where the whole class got caught by the DM always, without fail (since our class is the naughtiest and notorious from Sec 1 all the way to Sec 5), making the principal change our english teacher for almost 10 times during sec 2, get caught from using black hair spray and cutting different kind of hairstyles that were not allowed, not willing to cut our hair in sch and defiant, play truancy, the sarcastic laughs we had for each other because of their lame actions, sms-ing non-stop in sch, playing a soccer match using durian (LOL), fighting with teachers, report teachers of speaking vulgarities to principal, and the list goes on...

I miss our sec 2 years where I will talk about zombies flying up the building and catch us when we're at the roof of jon's HDB apartment, slacking every school day in the midnight and talk about anything and everything under the moon, playing arena in wow with bryan over the phone that span close to S$400 phone bill, the dota matches we had everyday at night at our mehz clan (barcode ftw), had to keep my friend in my house to stay because he ran away from home (-.-), and the list goes on...

I know I'm naughty. But this is me, and I don't mind being who am I, and living in what kind of environment I'm in! :D


Me and Shikin!

Jon, Jacq, Wenjie and me!
me, khai and firman!Me and maomao!


Me and bel!

Friday, 14 May 2010

Chem SPA ended. Don't wish to comment on it.
I have PTM on a random Saturday.
Spoils my weekend mood man.
JC sucks big time. (N) TRUE STORY.

Anyway, TGIF! Wah it's friday again! (Y)
But why is weekend always so short?
We need more time to rest!
I need a getaway!

Hahahahhahah!!!
I can’t promise to fix all your problems, but I can promise you won’t have to face them alone.


Sometimes you need a breakdown. One of those yell at everyone, cry until you fall, and can’t breathe kind of breakdowns. Then hopefully, you’ll feel a bit better. And if not, then at least people know you’re not okay.

Wednesday, 12 May 2010

I never knew I can find someone I love so much.
God gave us mouths that close and ears that don’t - that should tell us something.

- You need not have to comment on anything, but you got to be a listening ear.