Father and Son

This picture touch'd my heart to the deepest.
This is how life should be. Loving and always caring.
The most beautiful time is not when you're in your teenage years,
but it is when you're old and there is someone out there to look after you.

“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t
either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love.
You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk
your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are
broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit
by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps,
wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.”

— ~ Louise Erdrich (The Painted Drum: A Novel)

IT FEELS GOOD

Just woke up from my lovey sleep. I slept for like only 4 hrs? lol!
Just came back from Pwrhse few hrs ago.
With Jon, Ky, Cyn, Ben, Zl, Jiaen, Mao, Huiting.
And I have to say it is one of my most enjoyable day in there.
Ordered 2 x Belvedere Vodka & 4 x Mixer for $225.
100 x more fun than being with my JC friends.
(It may sound rude, but it's super true. And this is how direct I am.)
Dance'd on the podium for a few seconds, LOL!

Knew quite a few friends there.
Jiaen, Issac, Kenneth etc.. (forget most of their names, LOL)
Met quite a number of friends there. Weilin, Valerie, Jacq, Jianzhen, Zixian, Zac etc..
Life is going to suck from now on. Have to do homework for the whole day today.

But I'm actually looking forward to teach my cousin tuition now.
He's on his way here! Hehe! :D So fun + can earn $! :D
Just opened all my angbao. Passed mom S$800 and asked her to deposit for me! :D
Reached my goal for the purchase of TV alr. Now waiting for IT fair, I suppose.

Have a surprise chalet this tuesday for Ben. Should I even be saying it here? LOL.
I guess nvm, cos he never come my blog one. Hahah!
Jon going Msia for around 1 week this coming Monday.
Cynthia going China (PRC, not ROC) for 6 weeks. Do miss her, ben!
Eil's chalet coming. Life is going too fast for now. Can't really catch up! :/

And I'm so freaking sway once more. I bought $1 Big $1 Small for 2813.
And 4D first price came out 1238! CB! $5000 dollar bodo.
Why never buy 24x 2813. Sighz. 2813 is my dad's car license plate btw! ):

Have to go for sports heat official duty coming Thursday and the actual event.
I'm in charge of Tug-of-War! Lol :/
Anyone know where can I buy a new set of billard ball?
My current one looks too old. And I haven't challenge my Bro, who is in Thailand for 1 mth for army, for a long long time at home.
Imma train to be super pro at home when I'm bored, so I can win him when he comes back! :D
Hahaha!

http://my.barackobama.com/page/content/bipartisanmeeting

IS LIFE IN JC ALL ABOUT BEING DISCRIMINATED?

Sometimes I wonder, why in the hell am I in a JC for?
I was so jealous of my friends enjoying life in poly (for the second year alr).
My life is so fuck'd up to the point where I can explode into a billion sparks at one go.
It looks like my house have everything, but it's filled with nothing but faint air.
Somehow, somehow; the only true friend I found is myself.

Euthanasia.

Lol, not suited at all. Different life we've got. Moving on in life.
JON AND BEN HAVING TP TMR! LOL, GOOD LUCK BRO!
I've to do a 25 marks essay question for Econs by today.
Zzz, sucks ttm! VTFF :/ PNAB - insolent impudent imbecile!

THIS SAT POWERHOUSE WITH KWANGYANG!
ANYONE WANNA GO?

I've made a difference. How about you?

Just finished rewatching Sicko. Now, I do not want to migrate to the States anymore. I'd choose UK for good. US? It's a no-no, with their health care system. No health insurance is something so serious that, you can die from it. Being tossed to the curb of the road, or the skid row is something you can't avoid, if you do not have health insurance that is. Having to pay for a medicine for US$120, that you can get it for CUP$0.05, is something you do not want. Free health care should be provided. I do not want to emigrate to US to have my life span decreased tremendously, ailments lining up for me that evolved into tumours and cancers that are not being treated, hospitals denying and covering up illnesses that you have, working for life just to be in the health coverage system without retirement, etc.. Off to sleep now, will continue my story tomorrow!

"Before we had the vote, all the power was in the hands of rich people. If you
had money, you could get healthcare, education, look after yourself when you
were old. And what democracy did was to give the poor the vote. And it moved
power from the marketplace to the polling station, from the wallet to the
ballot." — Tony Benn

The top 1% of the world's population own 80% of the world's wealth. — Tony Benn

This is epic! LOL!

SURVEY RESULT
Why do women become prostitutes?

34% - poverty
17% - impossible to explain
14% - a wish to lead careless lifestyle
14% - no other choice
9% - loose conduct
6% - unemployment
6% - natural predisposition

Tomorrow school ends at a late unspecified timing.
Due to Ms Loon's make-up lesson for her absent on Wednesday.
Nice one. Chemistry Practical tmr, and chemistry make-up right after.
I predict school ends at about 6PM tomorrow, and this feeling sucks.
F1 OGLs to meet XX at PE porch with the list of people who paid for the CD in your OG.

I've OCBC Cycle Singapore briefing this Saturday.
10:45AM at Conrad Hotel, Level 4 Pool Pavilion.
Sigh. It looks retarded to me, but can't help it, can I?
Mahjong session this Saturday night at my place. Anyone?
If no one, I'll just go to friend's house to Bainian.
Most probably to Jonathan and Belverin's house.
Anyone free this Sunday? I'm so free! :/

My big brother told me he'd sponcer $300-$400 for my TV.
I told him, "No need! I want to be independent! Just like when I paid for my own computer and driving license!"
He replied, "It's okay. I can spon you $300, since I'm working. Though I don't earn a lot as compared to dad, but..."
I intervened, "This isn't called independent alr!"
He said, " It's okay! At least I know you want to be independent, and I believe you have the potential. But I don't want you to have stress, having to save money. Just concentrate on your studies, and I'll settle everything for you. I promise."
Awwwww, that's so sweet! (: Thank you korkor! But still, I want to pay for it myself. :D

“Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take is the
worst of suffering.” — Paulo Coelho

“I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They
don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous.
They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how
to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to
know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to
someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.” — Neil
Gaiman

Lookin' back on the things I've done, I was tryin' to be someone.

Was bored, serfing the net, and to my surprise, I came across this at Marina Bay Sands website.

http://www.marinabaysands.com/assets/pdf/PR09252009A.pdf

Singapore's first ever flagship Louis Vuitton store! Wah, really drooling now.
A unique “island” store that will “float” on the water in front of the region’s premier integrated entertainment destination. Striking glass-and-steel Crystal Pavilion island that will sit on Marina Bay.

But it's a little old for a news though. Lol, I slow can? Another reason to save big money this year! :D LV's flagship store.

WAH SONG BO! TODAY NO HOMEWORK!
THAT'S VERY RARE FOR A 4H2 CLASS ROFL!
I'M FREEE TODAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

SHE'S BEEN RUNNING THROUGH MY DREAMS

Had a terrible hangover early in the morning today.
Probably due to excessive alcohol intoxication yesterday.
Was drinking with my brother's friends and talking about our lives.
It's been a long time since I've talked to them.
We're from the same secondary school, but I hardly talked to them due to the age gap.
Drank like 4-5 cans of Heineken, and a junk load of Absolut Vodka and Martell Cordon Bleu mixer.
But I didn't get drunked at all. Just severe migrane when I woke up.

Damn. School tomorrow. Math Lecture Test tmr.
On Chapter 12 & 13. Differential Equations and P&C (Permutations & Combinations).
Is Probability included? Hope not. It's freaking hard, with just P&C alone.
I've not touched on them at all. Been distracted by a bitch these few days.
Test right after CNY's mood. Spirit dampened, obviously.

I didn't even touch cigarette during this year's CNY at all (at least for now).
And I'm so happy! I never fail to smoke at least one stick (not puff, mind you) every new year.
This year is the only exception, and I hope the trend follows.
Currently saving money for my big big TV! Hope I meet my target soon!
And Zef is going back to Brunei today. Sad ttm.

Once again, Happy Chinese New Year and belated Happy Valentine's Day! :D

Lol!

"Female Driver + Chunks of Fats + Shitload of excuses = ARMAGEDDON" -Stomper

Hong gan! I hate her ttm.

Jon, zl, ben, cyn etc. coming my house to play Mahjong now! LOL!
Sigh, idk what to buy for my TV.

Brand? Samsung? LG? Sony? (i'd prefer Samsung)
Type? Plasma? LCD? LED(this is kinda out of the mind)? (i'd prefer LCD)
Size? 32"? 37"? 40"? 42"? 49"? (i'd prefer 42")
Prize? ~$600? ~$1000? ~$1200? ~$1800? ~$2400? (around ~$1200 will do)
Obviously must be Full HD!

Shit, anyone have any suggestions? I'm in a dilemma.

Btw, damn dulan on the 4D!
I bought 1991 and 1992, but 1st prize came out 1993!
IF ONLY I HAVE A GF THAT'S BORN IN 1993, I WOULD HAVE WON!

(and to the bitch: GEH GAN!)

Was eating supper at 9head yesterday.
Lol, we saw ah pek vs ah pek fighting because of some random Cai Shen Ye.
But we did nothing! :D b'cos we're still schooling, and we don't wanna find trouble.
But apparently, ck, jz, ps etc. went over to kp them.
Lol, they still rulez, do they?
Better not say anything related to gangsterism since I've vowed not to care anymore, just for my big brother! :D

And I fell down like hell yesterday. I hate it.




Anyone, anyone wanna watch Paramore's concert on the 7th of March with me?

"I rule!" -King Arthur

Va te faire foutre.
I want my old life back!
A perfect life was never a good thing.

"Women can fake an orgasm, but men can fake an entire relationship." -Sharon Stone

Epic event!
http://www.facebook.com/?ref=logo#!/event.php?eid=281857743495&ref=nf
Miss those techno days? I do, when I was a primary 6 kid, dancing at the disco floor with my big brother.
Anyone wanna go? Tell me! I wanna get the techno feel back!
Sparks, Chinablack, MoS, Music Underground, etc...

The answer that you need to know is 'yes'.

The Butterfly Story

http://butterflystory.homestead.com/

Sometimes, a little struggle is never a bad move.

I asked for Courage, and God gave me obstacles to overcome.
I asked for Love, and God gave me troubled people who were ready for help.

To survive in Singapore, you need to learn to understand and speak Hokkien and Malay.
Cantonese and French would be optional.
You may not know the reason now, but you will.
You need Hokkien to communicate with old wealthy businessman.
You need Malay to bride Malaysian and Indonesian police.
You need Cantonese and French for scolding vulgarities.

By the way, Powerhouse 3rd Anniversary on 19th Feb.
Anyone wanna go? I've guest list.
I also have an letter invitation, which allows me bring a friend in for free.

BLESSED BLADE OF THE WINDSEEKER, INDEED.

Song bo! Tmr Econs test and I've yet to study on it.
On the other hand, I gave a tuition lesson to my cousin.
Taught him Indices and Direct/Inverse Proportion.
Went to shop for CNY clothings at Fourseasons Hotel.
Bought nothing. Lol, I'm in love with a S$1220 GA's Tuxedo.
And I came home with a letter from Club21 saying I'm invited to a Fashion Dinner on 3rd of April in Hilton International.
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!~

Btw, my dad's car was sent for repair.
Okay, so this is what happened.
A random car banged my dad's car while reversing into a side road.
Knowing that he had banged, he drove off immediately.
So my bro, who was driving my dad's car, tried to gave chase, but to no avail.
Afterthat, he went rounding around the estate, and to his suprise, he found the car abandoned somewhere.
He called the police, and the police traced it to a stolen car's family.
That guy who was driving that car was an illegal immigrant, without an IDL (International Driving License).
After fingerprint screening, that guy was arrested and was charged in court.
Hope he gets jailed for 1) Being an illegal immigrant, 2) driving without a license, 3) hit-and-run accident, 4) reversing in a forbidden zone.

So my dad's car was sent to repair (for free, of course) by the car's insurance company.
Can't drive to school on tomorrow. Oh ghad.

Watching Heroes S4E18 in 3mins time.

Anyone wanna shop for CNY clothings?
This year I'm just gonna spend around $500.
Time is running out. 1 week to CNY.

There're times when I really wanted to be a Hong Kong citizen. A Hong Kong triad leader. A Hong Kong hired asassin.

But at times, I also really wanted to be an American citizen. An American triad leader. An American hired asassin.

Out of all these, my dream is to be a successful Singaporean. A humanitarian Singaporean. Someone who represents Singapore.

In my whole life, I've always wanted to be an epitome of success and happiness in life.

CHERISH EVERY TIME YOU HAVE WITH THEM!

Just came back from JJ'2010 Orientation Camp, and I've to say that I'm really inspired by Mr Leow's touching words. It's never too late to say sorry to the one you've neglected, until the time they die. JJ'nite 2010 is really like underage Zouk. I bet at least 70% of the cohort cried after listening to his story.

BLACK COMME DES GARCONS reopen at Hilton International.
Lol, but who cares, anyway?
Going back to school for Orientation Camp 2010 soon.
I'm looking forward to knowing which class I'm taking.
Hope I can take you, 10A03! Because people want me, and I want them! ):
OG3 and 10A03! Hmm, please please please!!!
Btw, today's physics lecture test was easy!
Notice? Lol, this is the first time I said this.
But I'm not gonna talk about it, since the mass have not taken it yet.
But What I wanted to say is that, Mr Choo helps a lot! (:

Hope I enjoy the camp to the fullest! 10A03!
But I have a bad feeling! :/ *sigh*

CAIYAOCHING is coming to Singapore on the 5th of Feb! I'm still in the camp! Freakassy!
CNY shopping, I have not done it yet! Zzz, so many stuff to do.
And Economics test on Inflation this coming monday!

Fuck, Singapore's richest man, Ng Teng Fong, died.
Saw this right after I came home from school. It's gonna be a psychological ordeal for me.
My brother constantly uses him as an example of how successful a person can be if he puts in effort into the things he do.
No motivation left to study, fuck!

"No matter how rich and healthy you are, one will still die of natural causes."

R.I.P., Ng Teng Fong.

I may be weak but I'm never defeated.

I may be weak but I'm never defeated.
I've been insulted from people (and close friends in JC, especially), either verbally or psychologically, of my capability to score well for my A'Levels due to me being born in 1991 (saying it in a nice way). Oh, so you're from ACS, ACS(I), RI, Commonwealth, Swiss Cottage, MGS, FMSS and SJI. So what if I'm from Westwood, a typical neighbourhood school, whose aggregate were 188 when I first entered? Compare my environment with yours. See the difference? I bet you'll score higher (not better) than 11 with all these influences, and I can score better than 11 with your environment. Their stereotyping minds manipulated their humanity for life's greatest quote for God. Yes, I may be weak but I'm never defeated. But so many people (really trustworthy belovers) are looking to me to be strong and to fight. I will show you what results I can produce, Daddy, Mommy and Korkors.

Silence is not golden. It's fucking horrible.

Grammy Awards live @ 9AM later.
But I'm in school! Fuck! Fuck'd up!



No friend in your life is 100% trustworthy.
Unless they're willing to sacrifice their life for you.
Pertaining to this, and for defining, here comes the friendship version of 'Talk is cheap'.

Story by Mr YYJ
'A': 'Oh, I'm willing to sacrifice my life for you till eternity ends, my friend!'
'B': Oh rly?
Three years later, 'B' is dying from a cancer and is in need of a bone marrow transplant.
'A' runs away as far as possible while singing 'Time For Miracle' by 'Adam Lambert'.

How contradicting and ironic can it get?


“It’s amazing, really, just how much pain the human heart can take.” -Nora Roberts