So many regrets in life.

I can't seems to do my Chem homework. Too hard.
Someone help me please.

Ever wondered why is the earth made so perfectly?
Living on earth, food/water is essential.
Or just think it scientifically, why are there atoms/molecules?
Why are there liquids? Why can zebras only eat grass?
Or even, why are there millions of different species on the earth?
Why are there land and sea? To look out of the scope, why is there universe?
Why are there stars and clouds? Why isn't the sky falling down?
Why does all the planets revolves around the Sun? Why is the moon revolving only around the Earth?
Why is there in such coincidence that Moon is with the Earth all the time in the first place?
We'd never be able to survive when there's no Moon. But there's moon.
I know all can be explained by science. But my point is, why does science work in this way?
Or better still, why is there science? Why all animals have a heart?
Why does insects survive without a heart? Why is there rain and thunder?
Why are there colours? Why is there sound? Why humans breathe oxygen to survive, but not hydrogen?
Why does humans have five fingers in one hand, and not 4 or 6?
Why are there oxygen and hydrogen, or gold, platinum, aluminium or proteins in the first place?
Why is there love? Why does people fall in love? Is the chemistry of love created for a purpose?
Is these all too coincidental, or all these were well planned by something/someone?
What is the theory behind this?

Why is everything fitted so nicely?
As in, there are air, oxygen, plants, water, temperature, moisture and everything set nicely for us to live in.
Everything were so nicely planned? Why isn't the average temperature of the earth 80 degrees, but 25 degrees?
If this is so, humans were never existed. Maybe some form of creature will dominate the world?

Some may say all these were created by God. But who created God?
So God created the universe? Or does it even exist?
Why is there universe? Why are there things? I mean, can't everything just don't exist at all?
Nothing at all. No humans, planets, stars, neutron stars, meteoroids, the universe.
It should be like no one should ever be existed. Who the hell created all these? The Sun?
Who created it? If people say it was created when massive amount of particles react together.
Where does all these particles come from?
What is the first god-damn thing that appeared in this universe first?

There are too many whys for humans to explore. But still, humans can never find the meaning of how two humans fall in love with each other.
Where (not what) is the feeling of love in the first place? In the mind, in the heart, around us or?

I can go on forever.

- YaoJun

THERE'S AN OGRE IN IN THE STUDIO THURSDAY!!!!!!! (((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

So now that you know, are you gonna ignore me? Please do.

599

I really can't find the motivation to do anything.
Well, not really anything. Studies in particular.
Why? Why people in my class have it? Why?
WHY? CAN SOME ONE FREAKING TELL ME?
Shit this man. Seriously. Period.

I need a study buddy man, srsly.
But which dumbass in the right mind would study with me?
I don't need an all A's study buddy. I don't mind one who scores all S and U.
I just need someone to study with me, so I have the motivation.
But who the hell would study with me in the first place?
My results sucks to the core. SSSSEA. Like MapleSEA sia.

I saw 11:11AM and 11:11PM yesterday.
I saw 1:11PM and 1:11AM yesterday and today respectively.
I got an 1111 amount when I spent my gold to buy stuff in an online game on my Nexus One.
I even saw 238191111 receipt number when I went to the nearby petrol station to buy ice cream.
My right eyes had been twitching non-stop for days.
People say when the right eyes twitch, it's either good luck is coming, or there's something I ought to know/do which I haven't.
What is all these about?

P.S: Now playing: The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart

Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife


I don't demand it because I'm afraid of finding out more stuff/secrets about you that will make me more engrossed over you.
Because I myself know I don't even stand a chance. Totally different life we have.

I can't seems to memorise my SPA stuff now FFS!
What is wrong with me? Am I thinking too much?

I just found out I'm a guy that doesn't like to show myself to the world much.
I prefer to tell someone stuff privately, than showing it to the world.
I'm a guy that doesn't say hi to someone first, unless I'm super close to you.
I don't purposely make myself popular in school just for the fame.
I prefer to lay low, and someone who laugh quietly unless someone laugh it out loud first.

Does this prove that I'm an introvert?

cause...
When I'm kissing you my senses come alive.
When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense.

- Miranda Cosgrove