There you go, ('.')! (:

Anyone understand how I feel?
The feeling of lost. Like everything is going against your way.

Today (or rather yesterday), Kenneth told me my friend which lives beside him is living in pain.
This really pains me so much so that my heart cannot take it anymore. I can say this pain is worst than any heartbreaks my friend has had.
6 years of friendship. How many had we went through, Mr KCS? More than we can ever count.

Say it with me. FUCK LIFE.
Lol, again man! FUCK LIFE.
LOUDER! FUCK LIFE.
Nice one. You life do sucks. fyl.

Now I wanna ask. WHO THE HELL INVENTED VECTORS?
WHO THE HELL HAVE SO MUCH TIME IN THE WORLD TO THINK OF ARROWS IN FREE SPACE?
WAIT, WHO THE HELL CREATED THAT 3D THINKING IMAGE IN OUR BRAIN?
WAIT, WHO CREATED THE GOD DAMN BRAIN THAT IS USED TO THINKING?
WAIT, WHO CREATED THE HUMANS?
WAIT, WHY ARE THERE HUMANS?
WAIT, WHY IS THERE EARTH?
WAIT, WHY IS THERE THE SOLAR SYSTEM?
WAIT, WHY IS THERE THE UNIVERSE?
WAIT, WHY ARE THERE THINGS?
WHY NOT NOTHING (NOT EVEN A BLANK SPACE)?
I MEAN, WHY ARE THERE A PLACE FOR EVERYTHING TO BE IN?

SO GOD CREATED US? BUT THEY DIDN'T TELL US OUR OBJECTIVE IN THIS GAME CALLED 'LIFE'.

COMPLEX NUMBERS ARE EASIER THAN VECTORS. TRUE STORY.
VECTORS ISN'T FOR HUMANS TO DO, DUMBOS!

Operation Spotting my Materialistic Female 'Friend' (OSMFF)

JC girls aren't my cup of tea at all.
I think I'm the kind of guy that prefer poly girls -_-
(This doesn't mean I'm a flirt. Just telling the truth.)

Anyway, sometimes it's good to ignore me.
At least I know I'm disrupting your life,
which makes me back off automatically.

Sometimes, simple words like 'Please do not care about my life' or 'Get the fuck out of my life' can do the job.
You do not have to do all these junkies to show it to me indirectly.
Because sometimes I don't catch what you're trying to bring across,
and it gave me the idea that I'm doing the right stuff.

The shorter the pain the better, isn't it?

That's what I'm here for
That's what I'm here for
When you need a little less, or you want a little more
That's what I'm here for
That's what I'm here for

One day I'm really gonna run away from home and never come back.

I just had a quarrel with my parents. All they want me to do is to score well and get into a uni.
But they don't know a fuck about how I'm struggling through this two years of my life.
Being discriminated at, detest upon, ignored and laughed at.
Give me tuition teachers? No thanks. I learn nothing in tuitions.
I hate how all my friends are enjoying life in poly, while I'm the only idiot that's struggling in a JC.
Sometimes I really can't take the amount of stuff the school give.
Out of all the 4 homeworks (the 4H2), I can't even do one.
I can't even start on my physics tutorial because I don't know a single shit.
And no matter how much and how in depth I study, I can't seems to pass my chemistry test.
I don't even know the way to answer econs questions and all the teacher want is for me to get an A.
Eh a freaking 'A'? WTH, of course you teachers know it's easy because all you have to know is,
one single subject and how many years have you guys teached that subject? 5? 10? 15?
How about us? Studying 5 subjects at a time, and have to know everything within 2 years?
I just want to cry my way to death. So many people put high hopes on me but I can't make them happy.
I need a study buddy. I shouldn't be thinking about stuff that will never happen. But can't help it.
I want to live a life of my own.