INTRODUCTION
Hi (:
I ♥ clubbing, shopping, and sleeping.

I'm someone who doesn't take the first step to say 'Hi' to others.
I don't take initiative; which is why I'm kinda anti-social, and emo-looking, which I'm obviously not.
I'm quiet in nature, and am also kinda stiff too. I don't talk much, unless I'm super close to you or you're special to me.
I’m not hyperactive in nature, but I will, at the correct time. I've poker face most of the time.
I’m boring when you first know me, because of my ‘introvert-at-first-impression' personality,
but as time passes by, you know I’m not.
My dream is to be a fashion designer, but I know I'm not able to be one.
One of my other dream is to be a pilot too, and I'm really gonna work for this one.

Thursday, 27 May 2010

I want you to know that I still believe in the gift of love. I want you to believe in it too. You deserve that in your life, for nothing is more fulfilling than love itself.
- Nicholas Sparks, The Last Song
Epic quote.
I love you' means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you - just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down - not just when you're fun to be with. 'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them - asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.

Sometimes, you just need someone to talk to. Someone who is not only willing to be there for you, but understands you & what you’re going through. Someone who you put down your guards & reveal your imperfections to. Someone who will never judge you or sway away even from the mistakes you make. Someone who doesn’t need words to prove but you both know that the person will always be there. Someone who loves you, truly for who you are. One of the greatest gifts in life is having the chance to find someone like that in your life.
To let go isn’t to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t winning and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it’s not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on. It is having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon again. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and to set yourself free.
Tmr = last day. Should I be happy, or? I don't know ):
Anyway, sometimes I have this thought in my mind, 'Who will actually cry for me when I die?'
I know it's super random, though. :/

Anyway, I DON'T FEEL LIKE STUDYING FOR COMMON TEST. I FEEL LIKE PLAYING ALL THE WAY. WHY MUST WE STUDY )):
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL CALCULATE HOW LONG WE REACH THE FLOOR IF WE COMMIT SUICIDE.
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL HAVE TO KNOW HOW MANY ELECTRONS WERE PRODUCED WHEN WE EMIT PHOTONS ON A METAL.
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL DRAW OUT A GRAPH WHEN WE SEE STATISTIC IN MAGAZINES.
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL NEED TO KNOW THE EXACT NUMBER OF PEOPLE WHO ARE UNEMPLOYED IN THE COUNTRY.
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL FIND OUT HOW MANY WATER MOLECULES WE ARE DRINKING IN WHEN WE DRINK WATER.
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL USE ORANGE JUICE AND METAL BARS TO PRODUCE ELECTRICITY.
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL FIND THE SUMMATION OF HOW MANY CHICKENS WERE BORN USING EQUATIONS.
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL HAVE TO KNOW THE WHAT ARG(A + BI) OR EULER'S FORM IS.
IT'S NOT LIKE WE'LL USE EPICLY UBER ENGLISH TO TALK AND WRITE ON OUR DAY TO DAY LIFE.

DAMNZX! ):

Wednesday, 26 May 2010

Sometimes I have this feeling in me that informs me when you're in trouble. All this came to me without any prior notice. It's like my heart skipped a beat, telling me you're in trouble or danger. The feeling sucks because I do not know what to do if something happen to you. But there is also this evil feeling inside me that tells me I shouldn't care about you at all. This evil feeling overwhelmed me for a bit, but after that, I end up caring more because it pains me. There is always a devil and angel inside me. But I always choose the angel over the devil. Did cupid just shot the wrong girl of my life? Why must it be me and her?
-YaoJun

Why can we only listen to our own thoughts? Are we living in a world of our own?
Sometimes, you just need someone to talk to. Someone who is not only willing to be there for you, but understands you & what you’re going through. Someone who you out down your guards & reveal your imperfections. Someone who will never judge you or sway away even from the mistakes you make. Someone who doesn’t need words to prove but you both know that the person will always be there. Someone who loves you, truly for who you are. One of the greatest gifts in life is having the chance to find someone like that in your life.
Spose - I'm Awesome


LOL FUNNY VIDEO. DAMN UNGLAM -_-

Tuesday, 25 May 2010

I've had a few crushes before, and I've let go all of them. Now this crush is so strong that I'm not gonna do that to hurt my heart again. I'll do all I can to have you by my side. Can you make this a little easier for me?
See, this is exactly what I’m talking about: when I need you, you’re not there. When you need me, I’m always there in a blink. And you call yourself a good friend? Think again.

I’m tired of waiting for you, I’m sick of always falling for your words. I want to leave, but something about you keeps pulling me back in.
Every night you cried yourself to sleep thinking: “Why does this happen to me? Why does every moment have to be so hard?”

I am who I am. I’m weird, I’m lame, I run into things, I spill food, I trip, I scream about random and stupid stuff. I obviously don’t have it all together, but I like it that way.

Lately I’ve realized that all I really need is somebody who will listen to my bullshit, call me out on my bullshit, and love me despite my bullshit.