Can you please, don't contact me anymore? Sadly to say, you're actually affecting me a lot. Constant jealousy isn't a good thing at all. I'm thinking just like a girl, and thousand of stuff is going through my mind. Dammit.

I just found out that I do not have any close friends I can turn to in JJC. This is probably because I'm very different from those in JJ. I really need a JC friend I can talk to now, but who can I turn to?

Why am I born and grew up in an environment like this?
Why am I born with such an introverted personality when I don't want it?
Why am I so easily jealous and pissed off at things?
Why am I so easily influenced at bad habits and stuff?
Why am I always the one who get picked by teachers when I do nothing wrong?
Why am I born with a face that look so 'xia lan' and expressionless?
Why am I born with a mind that fills up hatred so easily?

I swear that you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks.

My birthday just ended. Thanks all the 214 (If I didn't count wrongly) people who wished me on my 19th birthday, both in real life/MSN/SMS/WhatsApp/Facebook. Really appreciate it. Received an Adidas jacket limited edition costly (~S$500, I guess) from my brothers and friends. Today is my early big bro's celebration for his birthday. BBQ at my house roof (: Bought a Fred Perry bag with my 3rd bro for my big bro's birthday. Hope he like it. Nothing much to talk about now.

I really hate how you treat me, seriously. But thanks anyway.

I just spent 1 hour finish reading this interview. I really respect him.

Interview

Whoa, I've been spending my time watching All Time Low's Straight to DVD videos from YouTube.

Hey hey! Was kinda bored so started blogging my way off >: nowadays very boring right? It's been a long time since I go clubbing! I wanna go drinking! Phew, but I can't! ): I have got other things to do in my life. Like spending time with my family (Y), friends (Y), entertain my haters (if I have any), and stalk you? Hahhah, wahhh 42 days left to 'A' Levels! Woohoo, failing time here I come! :p I'm so unprepared. Everyday play only, but never study at all. How am I suppose to survive? >:

Anyway, my house is gonna have ultimate radioactive-powered connection in a month's time. Fiber optic (or less commonly known as optical fiber) cables will be placed in my house. Increases router signal at least 100 times (as said). Will have internet connection everywhere in my house yay! Even 10 blocks away also can use my wifi :p Boring boring boring!

Just came back from my cousin's wedding dinner held at the six star Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel. Though I have like ~5 cousin's wedding dinner evey year, this one is exceptionally fantastic. Drove only 2 cars there. My bro didn't drive his MR-S because he're gonna drink. The food was extremely delicious, comprises of Shark fins, Abalone and Coconut Prawns! The ballroom was grand and luxurious. My guess is that one table alone cost nearly ~S$2000. My parents red-packeted a S$1000 note to the couple. And guess who the MC for the event? Mediacorp artist Pornsak! Okay, he's really damn hilarious and comical. After drinking a couple glasses of beer, and trying to intoxicate the groom, the usual group of close cousins decided to go to Velvet Underground in Zouk, since it was just beside the hotel. However, they decided to go Dragonfly, so I decided to go home first since the minimum entrance age is 21. End up, the groom decided not to go and all went home! So now I'm at home slacking, and am dead tired. :/

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Going to Powerhouse this Saturday. Supafly, here I come! :p Whoaaaaaaa, I'm sick of living in Singapore. I just woke up from a dream. Dreaming I was an American, living in New York City, New York. I miss that place. I miss America. I wanna go to the States and live there forever and ever! If my family agrees me to study overseas, either in the US or UK, I'll be extremely happy and appreciative. It will be the best present in my life. I'd love to study in London, UK; NY/CT of US. These places are so nice and lovely. But do I have the opportunity to study there? I love the food there, the people and the environment. I love how everyone enjoy school there, talk a hell lot of craps there and the beautiful girls there! :p I love how the country does not have a crap load of cars on the road. I love how the country doesn't have as many stringent rules and laws as compared to Singapore. I love the four seasons there. I love how their houses are aligned, and not so densely populated. I just love their daily life there. I love how I can get to order all sorts of crap online (Amazon.com, eBay, etc.) without having to pay for postage fees. I love how easy I can get to musical and arts concert without waiting for a god-damn 10 years before they arrive at that place. I can get to meet popstars like Eminem, Taylor Swift, David Cook, etc. like so easily. I like how people there fly kites, picnic, cycles, swims everyday. I love how the people there aren't like Singaporeans. Singaporeans think too highly of themselves, always acting cool and giving the stern look (just like me), and have a too complicated and submissive mind.

Didn't go to school today. Am sick of school. With just a couple of weeks left, I find it better to study at home. Contrary to what Mr Leow said during Civics, I really find studying at home much better than listening to craps from teacher in the school. I don't get tired as easily, and I don't have to keep wasting time either. In school, teacher drags and talk a hell load of craps in classes. You know, I won't give up on my exams at all, let alone giving up easily.

But this, however, makes me wonder a lot. Just look at young artists like Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus, Nick Jonas and Taemin, they are all younger than me, but so much more successful. They each earn at least a million a year, with Justin Bieber and Miley Cyrus 10 millions and 3 millions respectively. They are so successful, and are able to get whatever crap they want in life. What about me? Studying in this retarded school. ):

Yay, got back all of my results except GP. Failed all 4H2 ): Just blame it on not studying at all, or rather studying only 1-2 hours the day before the prelim exam itself. So this is not the true test for me. But I just can't keep myself from doing work/studying at all, am I? I don't know but I need someone to give me the utmost support and motivation. Who is that special person? ):

Anyway, I can't believe I can actually do the most difficult part of the question in Paper 3 of Chem when I redo it.

Hehe, I think I'm actually quite impressive. Haha, just kiddin'. Like 90% of my classmates can't do that part. Jiayou, Yaojun. (Shut your eyes, and feel the chemicals collide. For I'm going for you right after my A's.)