Holiday Day 1! (Vesak Day)

I slept at 7AM yesterday! ): And I didn't take any sip of water before sleeping.
I'm now all down and sick. I hate this. Sick on the first day of holiday. It's always like this.
Zef and Linus went to my house yesterday to entertain me!
We talked about all sorts of things - friendship, relationship, the girl we love, studies, drama shows etc..
They end up sleeping on my bed. 3 guys sleeping on my bed. Omg unglam :/ Luckily it's a king-sized bed!
Woke up at 1PM and went to sleep again!!! ): So I last woke up at 5PM and I psycho them to go town.
HAHA and they kena psycho'd. They waited for me to prepare myself, and then cabbed to Zef's house to wait for him.
Linus cab back to prepare as well. Daryl wanted to follow us so we went to town together. :/
We cabbed to Linus's condo to wait for him, and everyone was smoking, including the taxi driver, while waiting.
ROFL!! Haha, but not me. I don't smoke. I quitted. It's not good for me for any reason in the world you can find.
We cabbed to town and it cost us $19.80 HAHA! Kinda cheap lo. ^^
I found out I cabbed down just to pass Jon my Takashimaya membership card? )):
I WANNA SHOP AT THIS GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! T.T
Accompany Jon to buy the agnes b bag for his GF. Zzz -_-!
My Armani wallet is so jialat lo now. I'm changing a wallet soon.
I spotted a Gucci wallet and I'm gonna buy it next week! Time to sell my LG Crystal for it! ^^ Hahha!
But I found a Fendi wallet also super nice! OMG, I wanna buy ): My bro told me to buy the LV monogram one.
But that one like so common la. No thanks! ROFL! Need to pay myself lo! Sucks ):
End up took public transport back to Jurong! Yay! (Y)
Zef and Linus went to JP to watch movie with Hambert.
Me and Jon went to Starbucks to talk about my current situation now. ):
What should I do? :x Arghhhh!!!!! I'm always stucked at the same old situation.
Went to bus interchange to take 241 to my house, and saw Weijie in the queue to, just behind us.
He saw us but didn't say 'hi' to us. Only said 'hi' to us when we said 'hi' to him.
For an introverted anti-social guy to say 'hi' first. WHAT IS THIS!! T.T
Now Jon's at my house playing Modern Warfare 2 on my com. I'm using lappy now! :/
Linus and maybe Zef coming over to my house to play later!
Sianz! I wanna buy so many things now. Shoes, tuxedo, Tag Heuer watch, a Y-3 pants and a G/A belt!
No money to buy all! Sad )))):
And I'm sick now, I think. Shit!!!


Current mood: Sad and sick ):

Just unpublised all my previous post. Memories weren't gone.
I just feel like keeping inside me rather than showing it to other people.
I'll only treat this blog as my diary from now on.
Not gonna emo here anymore. Not at facebook, twitter and tumblr too.
Will only do that in my private blog or IRL.

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Cheers~ ^-^

I'M SO WANTING TO LEAVE THIS SCHOOL NOW.
A'S COME FASTER PLEASE.
I'M GONNA

SEE? NOW EVERYONE IS IGNORING ME.

Anyway, if you o

I'm so tempted to blog this shit out now.
The government should do something about the massive amount of foreign 'talent' in our country.
Banglas especially. They're making me so pissed off man.
While I was on board bus 241 on my way home, this retarded blangla dashed across the bus to the back to steal an old women's seat. That old women was already about to seat and he just snatched it?
This isn't the worst. The worst is, he fucking laugh his ass off at that poor women for failing to find a seat.
That women is like so poor thing la. Walk so slow, can't really see clearly and hunched back.
And that blangla just steal the seat like this? What a fag man. Stupid insolent impudent imbecile.
I can take people insulting me, discriminating me, dodging me for who I am, giving me that fucked up look from the way I walk and look and present myself, saying bad things behind my back, spreading fake rumors in school, but I can't take this kind of stuff.

Yeah and I know I shouldn't be in a JC. You guys don't have to constantly telling that behind by back.
I know I'm more suited in ITE, or even AVI (boys-homed/jailed ppl who went there to study). I know I should be a criminal in the society, because my looks tell me so? w/e

I wish I have the ability to just forget everyone that I know in JC. You, they, we, them, him, her. Everyone.

I think I'm just gonna give up (:

“Sometimes when I can’t sleep, I picture my funeral and write eulogies in my head. In the fantasy, I almost always die in some tragic but unavoidable way. A drunk driver mows me down. Or a brain aneurysm. I make sure I suffer little, but die with courage and dignity and clean underwear. I like to think more about the funeral rather than how I die. Who would come? Who would face their fears of public speaking and get their ass to the pulpit? Who would decide that they had better things to do than to show up at all? I wonder if people would cry, and if there is anyone in the world who would hold the tears back for fear of never stopping.”

— ~ Julie Buxbaum

This theory is so damn true. I always wanted to know how important am I to the people I know. Like, getting yourself into a fatal accident deliberately, and seeing how many people will come to see you. Like dying for the first time, and see who'd attend your funeral. Like when you're dead, and when you become a spirit or something, you'd want to know what people think of you. Maybe next time I should try this once. Who would come?

Lying on my bed now. I can't sleep, and all of a sudden, this song came to my mind.

If by Bread
If a picture paints a thousand words, then why can't I paint you?
If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you.
Bread - If

If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.

If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away.

Good night and sweet dreams, my lovey blog. (:
[Posted using Android Froyo 2.2 for Google Nexus One at 3:22AM]

According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs & a head with 2 faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two seperate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.

-Plato's the Symposium