It's a fuck'd up day today. So Jon SMS'd me to go Volcom Fashion Show at Zouk. So fetched Jon, Zl, Daryl, Linus and Eileen there. Met Bryan there later. Lot's of idiotic stuff happened man. I didn't slept for over 50 hours because of the day before outing to West Coast Park with Sean and Cassey. Well, the study outing to West Coast Park wasn't productive at all. Idk why man LOL! Don't know if it's because of the place, the study environment, or the people. So awkward la, not even close with Cassey -__- Okay, back to the Zouk story. Aiya, don't even feel like talking about. I parked my car in a hotel, beside Zouk. The parking fee was OMG man. Like $4.50 / hr? Eileen told me to change carpark cos it was way too expensive. So I did. It was $14.30 when I drove out of the hotel's carpark. So I went to search for a parking lot elsewhere, where Jon was kpkb because I went to change the parking lot. Also not you pay of course you'll say it la. Petrol I pay, parking fee I pay. What's more? Not you pay you better shut the hell up. So all of my friends are enjoying in Zouk/Phuture, while I went back to my car to sleep. Who cares about all the pretty girls. Sleep is obviously more important. Half way while MSN-ing and slacking in my car while waiting for them to finish clubbing, my phone went out of batt. So I've to drive back home alr cos firstly, they didn't reply my SMS and secondly, I can't contact them alr.

When I reached home, Jon kpkb me in Twitter and told me to he'll treat me transparent from today onwards. Why transparent, and not invisible? Transparent still can see, invisible = cannot at all. Idiotic retarded shit. Always act one big fuck, when you apparently know nothing at all.

I'm kinda exhausted from school. School sucks to the core. I hate it. The first time I ever hate school that much. This didn't happen in secondary school at all. Obviously not in primary either. JC is just way too hard for non-study freaks like me. Arghhh, how am I able to score well for my A's and get into a local uni? I'll break so many people's heart if I can't get into a local uni at all. It's not working ):

Anyway, it's damn random but I've to say. My big brother asked me to drive out a car from my house because it's totally blocking his sports car from driving out. End up he say he's not gonna drive since he's gonna drink with his friends. I drove him to the nearby bus-stop wearing a boxer and nothing else instead. When alighting him and driving home, I got caught by tp (traffic police). Have to walk out of my car in a boxer to do alcohol test since I drove in a weird outfit and without a license card. DAMN PAISEH SIA WTH. Driving for like 200m only what. It's so common to drive such a short distance without bringing my wallet and phone right? Somemore it's so impromptu. No need to make me blush until like this right, stupid TP! *shy*

TGIT. Thanks God it's Thursday. First time saying this. HAHAH, why? Because it's half-day on Friday for celebration and there's no school on Monday because of the actual National Day. Tuesday's gonna be a holiday in lieu. Hahah, so technically and practically, it's a supposedly 5 days holiday heheh! :P Hope it's really a 5 days holiday. Will tell you guys after surviving Thursday, since it's gonna be a long day. All thanks to what? To the freaking Chemistry, of course.

I gave school a miss today. Pretty bored so decided not to go school! Anyway, we're gonna have a 4 days holiday, am I right? Friday half-day, and Monday's a National Day Holiday! Hhaah, love the holidays. Whoa, I can't believe I'm such a slack hahahah! Woohoo, I love love love Fridays. Who's with me? Well, next week's gonna be the first time I've fall in love with Mondays too! And wait... Tuesday is also a holiday? HAHAH! Gonna jump around my bed like a roti prata now. Bye HAHH! (:

Ego is the evilest thing ever

Why does people only learn after they've suffered? I've told you countless times not to do it, but still you did. When you continue to do, I know this day would come. The day where you say, 'I shouldn't have did it. Damn'. Told you. Ego is the evilest thing ever. I told you not to retaliate. Told you not to fight back. But what's the result? You did. And the consequences? Got expelled from school. Sometimes you really need to listen to the voices of your friends. True friends never harms you and make you do the wrong things (together, at least). A minor wrong step in the past can cause a storm of disappointment in the future. Ego..., it harms you in every way possible.

Sometimes I really think I've known too much stuff on the pursuit of life at a tender age of 18. People at my age are super ignorant at stuff, am hard to differentiate the good from the bad, and vice versa. At only a young age of 14, I know smoking is bad for health, drugs harm and numbs the brain; casuing damages that can last a lifetime. I learnt that money is the only survival tool in this world. There is no full-trustworthiness for human beings, even in your closest kin. I learnt that power and money is the ultimate weapon in this era. I learnt that loneliness is the most non-physical desolate a human can ever suffer. I learnt that ego is the evilest thing in life, being able to bring you from the top to the bottom in unimaginative seconds. I learnt that the most painful emotionally feeling is to see your loved ones suffer right before your eyes, and not being able to do anything to help, et cetera, and the list continues.

Why does human beings learn only when they are at the doorstep of regret?

Hey yeah. Oh my oh my hahaha! Am addicted to kpop. Geegeez. Aiya, I know I can easily stop listening to kpop. Haha, anyway I've to fetch my 3rd bro, YAOSHENG, to the airport in like 9 hours time? Haha, he's leaving for Taiwan for vacation. I want to go on a holiday trip too! ): Arghhh, hate A's. Must persevere! Gonna get my ass to HK and NY end of this year! Don't give up so easily, little readers! Love this parcel of your life, for it'll be gone very soon. You hate this part of your life, but remember, when you leave this part behind, you'll be missing it like hell. Schooling is much easier than working. Schooling have one unimportant thing of concern - Results. Working have tons and tons of important ones, one being making money.

I thing I'm improving alr! I'm starting to love Chemistry, but not Physics yet! ): Mathematics should be okay for me as of now, and econs just on/off results, eh hahah! My CT results looked sucky though.
Results:
GP - S
Math - B
Econs - C
Physics - S
Chemistry - U

Can form, U C SBS (You see SBS)! HAHAHAH!~ okay, that was lame lol -___- anyway, little earthlings, do not give up on school yet. Not now, not this time. It's the last lap! (:

I kinda love myself now haha! I know how to play Haru Haru on the piano hahah! The tune can come out, but not that perfect yet. Am trying, am trying.. Don't give me stress HAHAH! :x Hehe, anyway my daddy/mummy bought a car (supposedly) for me. BMW 3 Series! :D 320i to be exact. Okay la, the car not very big, but still it's already a luxury brand to start with! (: A simple comfy car for me, a little boy in this world. HAHAH, will stop the self-compliment now hahah! Bye, the sweet lovers of my blog! Adios, lovey-doveys! (:

I'm tired of the song thing. LOL, it's really damn hard to complete it man. I really can't complete stuff at all, eh? Oh, well. That's me! That's what make up me! I don't care but i'm not gonna emo for this bad side of me, because it makes up me! You see, little earthlings, life isn't perfect at all. I have my own area of flaws. I'm not good at studying, communicating, and I kinda love to do bad things, be the infamous limelight of the night, do crazy naughty things, find trouble with people with fuck'd up attitude etc.. This is the bad side of me, and hey people out there, I don't hate myself for being all these! I actually love myself for all these because it's what make up me! (: you see, in life we're good at some thing, and bad at the other. No one is perfect, and don't ever try to be one because, practice doesn't really make perfect.

Anyway, I'm lost! I don't know what to do for my life. Arghhh! Why am I born in Singapore? ): Not that Singapore is bad, but rather, too good for me! So competitive man. This explains why Singapore is at the 131th at the most happiest ranking list, eh? Looks kinda scary right, haha! Our GDP per capita is one of the top 10, one of the Four Asian Tigers, low infant mortality rate, low gini coefficient, top tourist area of interest etc., but super low at the happy ranking list? HAHAHHA, that's a joke! :/ Anyway, who cares?

I'm actually kinda happy these few days in school. I don't know why! :/ Maybe I'm becoming a nerd soon? Hhaa, I don't mind anyway! (: Whoa, A's really round the corner! What should I do? Still can't find someone to study with me! Arghhh, I might as well commit suicide! :/ And I have math quiz tomorrow, have to redo chem quiz (Grp 7 & TM) and Case Study test? HAHAH, not gonna touch on any. Not because I'm complacent or wht, but I you guys should know I don't really take test/quiz/exam seriously right? Not like some nerds out there who will freaking mug the whole day and not sleep at all just to pass it, and end up failing. I know my aim now is A's and not some stupid prelim or CT. They are just minor stuff man. Way off my priority list.

Watching Inception this Friday night with my lovey-dovey friends! Haha! Super looking forward to it! It's gonna be a mind-blowing session with my beloved! HAHAH! Eh the titanic main actor inside, eh! Support lei hahah!! :D:D:D

Day 7 (The 30 Day Song Challenge)

Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event

A certain event. Ehhh quiz! You think what!!! I Genius ahhhh! :/ Keep make me think. Kill brain cells one you know? ;'( Ermmm,

English: Wham! - Last Christmas

Chinese: Wang Fang - Xin Bu Liao Qin

Q: Why I choose Last Christmas?

A: Didn't the song title already answered that? Haha! It was the December 2008, the year before I step into this doomed place called JJC. I can't seems to forget the Christmas celebration on 2008. With you, and only you. Awwww, I just can't seems to express the time I spent with you every second. It just feels like it happened yesterday. Remember this song was playing throughout the night for like countless hours at Orchard and it sounded like it was really cold and snowing like hell? Can we return to 2008? If I can choose, I'll definitely choose SP. No JJC. Hell NO. ):

Q: Why Xin Bu Liao Qin?

A: This was one of the song used during one of my cousin's wedding. It's so sweet and touching man! I know it sounded kinda cheena, but it's really damn super romantic! Playing this epic Chinese oldie, in a 6-star hi-class hotel with the dimmed yellowish crystalized lamp shining on every single table, and most importantly the podium is just so perfect and sweet! (: I want my wedding to be like this! Maybe not this song though haha. But definitely must be extravagant, grand, elegantly done, gorgeously beautiful, expensive, classy and an equipoise in every little things. Perfect. Just so wonderfully and excellently perfect. Epitome of a princess's wedding dream. (:

Day 6 (The 30 Day Song Challenge)

Day 06 - A song that reminds of you of somewhere
Now I kinda hate doing this :x Keep make me think of someone, or somewhere. Anyway, it'll be...

English: Joey Mcintyre - Stay The Same


Chinese: Angela Chang - Yi Shi De Mei Hao

Q: Why I choose Stay The Same?

A: I started listening to this song only when Fernanders introduced me to this song, when I'm at my old house. He was in my house doing some sec 1 project, and he happen to ask me to help him find this song online. Hehe, now whenever I listen to this song, I remember me and him sitting down at my bro's room searching for info on the net. Makes me reminisce the past so much man.

Q: Why Yi Shi De Mei Hao?

A: I was busy deciding between Yi Shi De Mei Hao and Aurora, but I chose the former instead because the feeling is stronger! Hey, this song was introduced by none other than my beloved Jon. He was in love with Maverlyn at that time, and whenever I listen to this song, I remember the route we used to walk during midnights. Between GP, Westwood terrace and my house that place. Remember? Awwww, I wanna travel back in time. Where is the time machine?

(And I still remember Angela Chang was Belverin's favourite artist, after like so long already? Haha, oh my god! :x I wonder if it's still Angela, if I ask her now. :S)

[Late post due to oversleeping]

Day 5 (The 30 Day Song Challenge)

Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone
Eh, the quiz is going outta control! Shitzx. Awwwwww, a song that reminds me of someone. It's not.. hard AT ALL. Well, here it is..

English: Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God


Chinese: Jay Chou - Shuo Le Zai Jian

Q: Why I choose Dear God?

A: Some of you, my close friends, may think why Dear God? Eh, I listened to this song for almost 2 years now, since Sec 5. But why suddenly Dear God? Yeah, I only kinda really fall in love with this song this year, and brings back some good little memories (not a lot at all though) of someone.

Q: Why Shuo Le Zai Jian?

A: Okay, yes, this song is indeed super new. So if I choose this song that means it reminds me of someone I knew this year, isn't it? Yeah, bingo. (: Listening to this song just makes all the little bit of memories fall back onto me. But I guess she probably won't see this blog anymore ever again, since I lock'd it and it's kinda pretty hard to get in here as well, so I think I'll just write it. Anyway, I'm not gonna chase her or anything since I doubt I've any chance at all, but still, hoping the best in everything she do! I know I always give up without trying, but it's better to get hurt lesser, isn't it? Cause trying and falling hurts me more! I really hope my dad bring my house's KTV system to update, so this song is inside and I can sing it for all I want! (:


(Wei, don't fall down so easily alright! If you fall, remember to get back up. You fall again, get back up again. Fall again, get back up again. Keep doing this until you stop falling. Life is like this, you fall, you get back up. I can't possibly always be there to be frank. I might just die tomorrow; get arrested tomorrow; migrate to the States tomorrow; quit JJC tomorrow; quit fb/twitter/msn tomorrow; get into a coma tomorrow; become retarded tomorrow; and the list goes on. You see, life is unpredictable.)

Day 4 (The 30 Day Song Challenge)

Day 04 - A song that makes you sad
This thing is sick. Purposely want me to think of song that makes me sad, and make me cry eventually? Heartless, BOXIM! ): Anyway, song that makes me sad. Hey, a lot manzx!

English: Westlife - I Don't Wanna Fight


Chinese: Wang Qiang - Qiu Tian Bu Hui Lai


Q: Why I choose I Don't Wanna Fight?
A: One reason. KCS. He's perfect in this song. And now whenever I listen to this song, which I've been listening since primary school, makes me cry like mad. Okay, not really like mad. But it's a pathetic side if you see me in tears. I really do miss you. KCS, can you please, for fuck's sake, get well soon, for the sake of your parents, your siblings and us? Do you really want us to suffer for our entire life? You're selfish.

Q: Why Qiu Tian Bu Hui Lai?

A: Guess what? You guessed it correctly. KCS. I really miss you. You can sing this song entirely, and I'm really impressed by you. Can you impress me one more time?